Hanya satu panggilan...

...dan ia berjaya mengubah hari saya!!

:))

JANGAN BERSEDIH,KHABAR GEMBIRA MENANTI ORANG2 YANG SABAR

"Dan Kami pasti akan menguji kamu dgn sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah2an. Dan sampaikanlah kabar gembira kpd org2 yg sabar,iaitu org2 yg apabila ditimpa musibah,mereka berkata

"sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNyalah kami kembali(Innalillahi waiina ilaihi rajiun)"

Mereka itulah yg memperoleh ampunan dan rahmat dari Tuhannya,dan mereka itulah org2 yg mendapat petunjuk."(2:155-157)

nantikan khabar selanjutnya...:D

wallahua'lam.

Afiq da besar! :)

okey...
arini bape haribulan eh? 22 Nov 2008
my O my!
sgt excited!
afiq da SUNAT! yeay! :D
as in berkhatan ye..bukan puasa sunat ke, solat sunat ke..

kesimpulannya;

-afiq da bleh jadi imam, he had wished to be fer so long..
-afiq da ta bleh pakai baju,seluar di luar bilik..harus didlm bilik..ye!
-afiq da ta bleh sesuka pewut sergah bilik kakak bile2 dah..knocking is a must!
-afiq da ta bleh tanye soalan2 cepumas dkat kakak dah..macam "kak,cemane perempuan boleh mengandung?" "kakak bile nak mengandung?" umph. mmg mencabar. afiq da kena tanya soalan2 cemtu kat org yg lebih arif..i.e ustaz yg afiq salu jumpe kat surau tuh..

hehe :))

afiq da besar! i mean grew up k..bukan spt2 yg brmain dikepala kalian..eit!jgn nak nafi k...haha :D

It's future to unforeseen albeit you are a fortune-teller.

i was wanting to write something good here. i mean, a good news. yet, nothing intrigues me. hmmm..

yesterday, mira called me to make a visit and it was actually an attempt to copy Gossip Girls Season 1 and 2 from me. hehe :) i wasnt mind, though. to receive a visit from my closest friend was a sheer contentment. i'm thrilled :))

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Mira "ko buat ape peos...?"
Me "cam yang ko lihat..dok umah..(smiled)"
Mira "sedihnye la aku tgk ko..ko tak kuar ke?"
Me "kdg2 kuar jugak..beli brg2 umah..(smiled again)"
Mira "eh kuar lah..jalan2..mane tak kurus aku tgk ko"
Mira lagi "nape jahat sgt Pet ni tak panggil2 ko keje..takpe2..kat sini ade taman tak bleh jogging ke.."
Me "ade..straight dr jln dpan umah aku ni..mmg ramai salu jogging situ..cam mini taman tasik"
Mira "ha nnt bile2 aku dtg lagi..kite jogging2 ke..gossip2 lagi.."
Me *smiled*

***

i somehow touched on Mira's concern bout me. i was waiting fer so long for someone to understand my feelings and situation here. even though it happends that they understand me..trust me, it's better to be the onlooker rather than to be in my shoes guys. seriously.

as i hypnotized on how fleeting days, weeks and months get along together..i just happened to know that i've spent half of my 2008 being a housekeeper. hah! whatta long period, you see. and i remain as a girl with no quest. umph. my heart cracked everytime i had a glance at my degree. oh u can never imagined. i became flimsy. if ever i have no incek Fairus in my life now, i cud have imagined how miserable i am day after another. Praise to Allah swt i have him to brighten up my day. to make me feel better. to always make me laugh with his silly jokes. :))

and now, i become stronger than ever and managed to be less dramatic and emotional..:)) (u'll buy, wont ya?) one thing that definitely makes me feel gratified is when my mom acknowledged me after for so long being a housekeeper, i become so efficient in handling houseworks, my cooks and bakes turn out to be more tempting and finally when my dad admit that my vocabulary (english) had perked up. well that's basically what will go off when u had finished quite a number of RD and books to kill ur free time. i dun have any other option, do i? :)

hah i was planning to write a short post bout mira's attend and now it becames a short essay. hehe.

i hope you guys are doing phenomenal in ur career now. i am thrilled to know many of my friends being so fortunate in developing their life at the moment :))

will see ya when i see ya guys.

wallahua'lam.

Happy 9th Anniversary Afiq!

Afiq! muahmuah! hehehe..:))

Today..afiq goes 9. and i was mesmerized on how fast time flies. it happends in a blink. afiq grews and it reminds me on how older i am to him and wrinkles and dark circles around my eyes. omg.

Other than that, i'm happy fer him! i wish he gonna have a blast years ahead..and u know afiq, ther's so much in front of u waiting for u to grab! u r so much younger and i hope u gonna learn much in ur early childhood years dear! i wish u gonna listen to mom and dad more and be more abiding. ok? i know u're in a learning stage and ppl say it's right for kids to grumble and struggle a lil bit but sometimes they got to learn a lesson that kids have to respect olders. right?

i love u afiq, u'll always be the dearest lil brother in my heart.

i wish u gonna love my mee sup in a near future. haha. u'll always freaked out with mee. see kakak and famili members lain tak mati pon makan mee tau! :P

k dear.
u'll be expecting a cake once u got back from school today. coz i'll be baking a special cake for u! i hope i cud buy you some good birthday gifts. but nevermind, u can always claim it from me once i received my first pay k! u got my words:))

wallahua'lam.

So much in love.

i once (n in fact, more than once hehe) dreaming of me tying the knot with a prince charming. darn, what a reminiscence of my early childhood life haha :D ladies always desire for an unconditional love. a man whom had his own romantic way of indulging the lady he loved, whom strong and protective, whom willing to do anything beyond possibilities to please the lady. and so am i :))

in any love relationship, ther's no such smooth and even path to happiness. we always got into bumped roads and demanding our faithfulness and devotion. right? it's happened to me too. all the time. everytime we had a dispute, it's always me whom caused the issue. i always feel unsatisfied, easily get hurt by any issues. and i would say anything to hurt his feeling. despite so many things he had done..what is wrong with me? i was so mean, wasnt i? :( and then, i'll feel so regret. like an innocent lil girl crying, asking for her mother forgiveness for taken RM1 from mom's wallet without permission to buy a paper doll. remorseful. how cud i hurt him? the man who loved me with all of his heart, accepting me the way i am? huh..how silly-insane girlfriend i am to him.:(

i am so fortunate, and even cant praise enof to Allah s.w.t..after countless bumped roads that got into me and him, he still stick to me being my other half, spoiling me and eager to be my future husband.

he once said, "it doesnt matter how many times you try to hurt my feelings, coz i know you never mean it. i'll always love you to pieces, no matter what. please forgive me for ignoring your feelings. i wish i cud have an eyes on you 24-7. to make sure, u r alright. to hug you, whenever u feel bad. how i rili wish...."

...i'm weeping everytime i received that kind of text from him X'( he always apologized though he knew by himself, it was me whose arousing the issue.

i had found my Prince Charming.

He is.

my Mr Fairus.

wallahua'lam.

Menjawab Soalan lagi.

Starting time : 1300

current songs: tgh dgr azan zuhur nih.. hiks.

Name : ainifairuS

Sisters : 3 (i'm the eldest btw)

Brothers : 2

Shoe size : 5 (mostly fit)

Height : err..153cm..ye..saya mmg cuhmel. so what?

Weight: 43 kg (updated last wednesday. haihh~ blame to my hiked metabolisme level. saya makan byk.)

Where do you live: Alam Damai.

Have you ever been on a plane: yes. current flight taken on last monday.

Swam in the ocean: harus pakai life jacket.

Fallen asleep at school: penah la. but very rare to catch me sleeping during class. kaver baik punya.

Fell off your chair: penah juga. sangat. memalukan. the whole class got eyes on me. sampai kain pon terselak. sheeet!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i once waiting fer him to call but most off the time, i fell asleep. ssh ape? :P

Saved e-mails: yes. see my Yahoo inbox, i got 9 folders for diff types of saved emails.

What is your room like: Greenie. ade katil. ade attached almari. ade karpet. ade bilik air. ade teddy juga. level of cleanliness? see it by yourself :P

What’s right beside you: me handphone.

What is the last thing you ate: i had roti canai for my breakfast. yumm~ :P

Ever had...Chicken pox?: yes.

Sore throat: very rare.

Broken nose: never had. alhamdulillah.

Do you believe in love at first sight: erk? :))

Like picnics: i'd love to!

Who was/were...The last person you danced with: a grup of ppl. menari poco-poco.

Last made you smile: him :) always.

You last yelled at: i yelled to Garfield. i fed him yet he thanks me by putting some shit on my mom's frontyard. u're welkam!

Today did you...Talk to someone you like: suboh td.

Kissed anyone: yes. lil kiddos. iman, aqilah, asyraf..they r all below 5 years old. :))

Get sick: sakit hati. sakit perut. sakit kepala. sume ada.

Talk to an ex: i only talk to him :)

Miss someone: always.

Who do you really hate: sarky-fat-ass ppl.

Do you like your hand-writing: perlu ke?

Are your toe nails painted: inai penah. sekarang kena tunggu kawin baru pakai :))

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parents' perhaps??

Are you a friendly person: depends. i can be no more wise to the ppl as stated above!

Do you have any pets: Garfield? we dun pet him. but we feed him.

Do you sleep with the TV on: very rare. i'm not a tv-watcher lately. only selected shows.

What are you doing right now: jawab soalan-soalan ni cepat2. mau solat pulak. nak trun masak pulak.

Can you handle the truth: i'll handle them soundly. for a bitter truth? i'll first cry a river.

Are you closer to your mother or father: i'm closer to my siblings but i heart both'em. 

Do you eat healthy: u can say.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: erk?

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: him :) always.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet most of the time.

Are you confident: pretending to be. haha :D

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) being a 13 years old unwised lil girl.
2) too-far to called as a matured person. life has so much to enjoy!
3) get caught for illegal outing to Country Height. yeppa! haha.
4) anti kakak-kakak sama bdak2 putera yg acting like bagus saje!
5) the first time i had a few closed friens, n we declared us as a 10 members n had our finger-crossed to always stick as gudfrens till forever :))

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) menggembirakan keluarga.
2) pergi haji balik hari. bak kate mak. haha! :D
3) tolong kanak-kanak yang sakit dan miskin.
4) cuti-cuti satu dunia.
5) sape mau pinjam? mau jd ah long lah~ :D

break kejap. timed 1349.
continued on 1435.

5 of my bad habits
1) soft-hearted. easily get hurt. even to small-tiny lil issues.
2) rebellious i am. pig-headed.
3) procrastinate.
4) forgetful. byk makan kepala ikan.
5) mood-swinging.

3 places I've lived/living
1) Segambut Dalam
2) Ampang
3) Alam Damai.

5 persons dat i wanna tag:
1) sume yg ade dlm Bloggers list saya ----->
2) anyone.
3) cud be you.
4) if you're attracted to answer this few fun Qs.
5) if you've so much plenty of time to kill.

tahniah amerika ^_^ v!

i knew it.

ppl had Voted For Change..n lets pray heartfully it's for real good.

wallahua'lam.

Bila yang pergi takkan kembali.

Pergi Tak Kembali
Artist: Rabbani
Song Category: Nasyid

Setiap insan pasti merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayunya alunan suara
Cemas di dada...lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijab di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisahlah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baikkah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan takwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera bahagia pulang...ke sana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal-bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kenangan
Diiring doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi

sayup kedengaran lagu ni bermain di kepala saat menerima berita pemergian Cik Mah ahad yang lepas,usai ku menyempurnakan solat isya'. airmata ni laju mengalir. tak menyangka. Cik Mah merupakan adik bongsu kpd nenek sbelah mak. umurnya awal 50an tak silap. tua sedikit dari mak. masih muda, masih manis senyumannya. ada 3 anak. yang sulong dah berkahwin, dan punya anak 2 orang. cucu sulongnya masih berumur 6tahun. kami sgt rapat. soo intimate till i cudnt imagine future raya celebration without her.

ye. dia menghidap sakit dalam perut sejak sebulan puasa yang lepas. makan tak lalu, asyik muntah. sambutan aidilfitri yang lepas ibarat ta punya apa-apa makna bg cik mah. dia terbaring lesu. kurus. tak punya apa-apa hidangan istimewa raya. tak ada. usai solat raya, ku dan mak terus pegi melawat cik mah dirumah. gelap. tingkap tak terbuka. kelam. hati ni da mula rasa sebak. sbb bukan ini yang selalunya berlaku tatkala menyambut 1 syawal bersamanya. mesti ada tapai, ada ketupat daun palas dan hidangan nasi istimewa. pasti akan kelihatan kelibat dia dirumah tok(nenekku) tersenyum manis, berbaju baru datang mengusik kami. tapi kali ni, takde. syawal kali ni sepi. tambahan pula rumah tok da tak berhuni mulanya ramadhan lagi. kami da tak brmalam drumah disana, sejak tok dan tokcik berpindah kerumah mak long. ku da sepatutnya menjangka yang malaikat izrail sedang melihatnya dari jauh tinggal menanti saat untuk mencabut ruhnya. T_T benarlah, 40hari sebelum arwah 'pergi' pelbagai tanda2 yang 'bukan biasa' terdapat pd dirinya.

akhirnya kami sekeluarga menaiki kapal terbang pulang ke kampung. flight pukul 0745 pagi. bangun 4 pagi. gerak ke kl sentral pukul 5 pagi. tiba di kampung pukul 10 lebih. orang kampung da memenuhi sepelusuk rumah cik mah dan tok. ramai. ku hampir tak mendongak melihat siapa yang ada disana. adrenalin da 'berlari-lari'. jantung berdegup pantas tatkala mahu melihat jenazah cik mah. setiba di biliknya, terlihat sekujur tubuh berselimut putih. berdebar-debar. tok menyelak sikit selimut untuk kami menatap wajah cik mah. ya Allahhuakbar. airmata ni bagai tak tertahan. laju mengalir. tersedu-sedu menahan sebak. "kak..yah..jangan menangis..sedekahkan yassin untuk arwah cik mah.." kata tok. kami terduduk. ku mengambil surat Yassin untuk dibaca. tersedu-sedu. usai bacaan yassin, ku da kembali tenang. masih menatap tubuh cik mah diatas katil. memujuk hati untuk menerima pemergian cik mah.

da takde lagi teman membungkus tapai dan ketupat..da takde lagi teman bersembang tika memasak didapur tok..da takde lagi teman membuat rendang daging..(cik mah la yg pertama memuji rendang daging masakan ku yg pertama kali)..kan ku rindu saat dia mengadu tentang leteran tok keatas nya..kan ku rindu segala-gala tentang nya...T_T

suatu pengalaman. kali pertama ku berpeluang mengikuti rukun-rukun menguruskan jenazah. dari memandikan, mengkafankan, sembahyang jenazah, mengiring jenazah ke tanah perkuburan, meletak jenazah didalam liang lahad, hingga mengkambus tanah. tatkala menatap wajah cik mah buat kali terakhir sebelum mengkafankannya, ku kucup pipinya. terasa sejuk. pipi cik mah lembut. perasaan sayang ni brtambah kuat.

usai segala urusan kami berangkat pulang ke kuala lumpur 9.30 mlm.

"usai sudah urusan cik mah didunia. ku sayang cik mah. ku cemburu dan gembira mengetahui bahawa Allah swt lebih menyayangi mu".

Ya Allah..tempatkanlah cik mah bersama-sama orang-orang yang beriman..orang-orang yang memperoleh rahmatMu ya Allah..

Al-fatihah...

For things you have missed.

I was enjoying my eve sipping a cup of hot tea with Tiger Biskuat while watching Droopy Cartoons on TV3. Till i realize how had i missed the way this ridiculous, hillarious-evil cartoons made my stomach burst with laugh ages ago. So i stick in front of the television untill the show ends. They never fail to crack me up! Man i love droopy! :D u gotta watch this..




Actually i was watching another episode of Droopy yet i cudnt find that particular episode in Youtube. Just my 2cents, perhaps we cud try to sneak a while in our routine to enjoy watching cartoons..it helps refresh our mind..then u r good to go,man!

"ya moved, didnt cha?"

"fun, isnt it?"

"i surprise him like this all through the pictures"

hahaha...:D

Singgang Ikan Kembung

ni adalah antara jenis masakan kegemaran keluarga:)) esp mak dgn ayah. They are kelantanese ergo, the dish speaks well..:)) it's easy yet fantalicious!!

ni lagi satu gambar hasil 'culikan dari internet..:P lebih kurg camni la rupenye..tp yg aku punye cam lebih menarik sket dr yg ini sbnrnye..hiks :P

Bahan-bahan nye :

3 ekor ikan kembung saiz sederhana
2 inci lengkuas
1 inci halia
1 inci kunyit
1 ketul bawang putih
5 biji cili padi
2 biji cili hijau
4 keping asam keping
Garam secukup rasa.

Ini caranye :

1. Mula-mula potong ikan kembung kepada 3 bahagian. Masukkan kedalam periuk.
2. Hiris kasar lengkuas (nak ketuk pon boleh).
3. Hiris halia dan kunyit.
4. Ketuk bawak putih. Kemudian taburkan lengkuas, halia, kunyit, bawang putih td kedalam periuk berisi ikan kembung td.
5. Hiris kasar cili padi dan potong dua cili hijau. Masukkan kedalam periuk td.
6. Masukkan asam keping dan garam secukup rasa.
7. Isi air masak setakat ikan direndam. Letak atas dapur dan masak dalam 5-10 minit.
8. Finito! :P

Hee..ikan kembung tuh bleh dihiris ikut kehendak..ada yang potong 2, tapi kami perut kecil2 jdnye potong banyak sikit. :)) Kandungan cili padi dan cili hijau tu pon ikut kehendak rasa sendiri..sape yg suke pedas,letak lg banyak..dan vice versa. Makan ikan singgang ni..sedap dgn sambal cili sama sayur bendi yang dicelur. man O man sedap...~ XP selamat mencuba!