Friends' Tags.

:)) rase cam liable plak bile kawan da tag kite untuk jawab few fun Qs. It only tooks few minutes, though. :P

Haz's Tag.

What were the 5 things on your to do list today?
- Sweeping floor
- Wash clothes (by washing machine of coz!)
- Goreng cucur pisang (leftovers)
- Cooking (affirmative!)
- Continue reading The Forgotten War and NST (a compulsary daily reading materials i can say!:P)

What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
* Sepotong kek cokelat
* Kerepek pisang yang melekat digigi! :D
* Keropok ikan yg bese tuh~
* Epal hijau a day! (can b considered huh? haha..ku jarang makan snack.inilah hasilnye. irrelated answer! :P)
* -none-

What are 5 jobs you’ve had?
* Travel agent assistant
* Acc. Trainee
* Data-entry clerk
* A housekeeper
* Acc. Executive (very soon :) i'm no feigned happy)

5 people you wanna tag back?
♥ Anyone
♥ Eha
♥ Kema
♥ Tuan Syazwani
♥ Najwa

Kema's Tag

1. How old are you?
23

2. Are you single?
Bujang. bulum kahwin. yet soon :P

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
Soon, but not this year. :P 

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
With Allah's blessing. :pray heartfully:

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Dr Faez Khalid (can ah? :D)

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
Traditional. It has it own remarkable way.

7. Your ideal motive?
motif? kalau da pilih traditional, kena ade motif ke? can i pick color? Greenish yellow.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Same as kema, i want Paris! yeay! :D yet i think we'll go to Sabah or Sarawak first.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
around 500?? den pon tatau..jemput-jemput, sorg pon ta dtg, malu 7 keturunan..hiks :P

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Simple with all my loved ones around. Enof.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
A traditional islamic solemnization i ges? mau kontrak-kontrak, kena ari lain..haha:P

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
perlu ke? pulut kuning je bleh?

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
My homesweethome.

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
I want it on the evening, lpas maghrib. He want it on the morning. We'll see who win later. egege :P

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Indoors.  tp mesti kena outdoors hmm~ 

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
tak perlu lah..

17. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding
nnt pikir kendian..

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
soalan ni ada kaitan dgn yg no. 14 kee..? hmmm. 

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
I want a solemn ceremony. as i said earlier kan....?

20. Describe your ideal husband.
He's Muhammed Fairus Ahmad Aripin.

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Pakai tangan je bleh? susah-susah. 

22. Champagne or red wine?
Teh tarik?

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
ntah-ntah months after the wedding kot...

24. Money or household items?
Either or..asal ikhlas. kalau da bg, mintak balik..ape kes?

25. Who will pay for the bills?
Sendirian Berhad.

28. Are you ready for married life?

u ges?

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
BIG yes. duhhh!

30. Will you always be true to your husband?
Till my body and soul apart. 

31. How many kids would you like to have?
4 kids. He want 6. The more,the merrier he once said.  

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
Rumah mak yang kat Taman Cempaka. till we got the new one.

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
apekah? mau cincin emas sudah..

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
Malay cuisine definitely. Takkan nk bg steak kat macik2 tu makan? sumpah dierang mintak nasi putih sama kicap nk makan dgn steak tuh.

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
What makes it different btw?

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
My friends. esp in my Bloggers list. :P

Kek Coklat Kukus

Dah lame rasenye tak kongsi resipi dekat blog ni..:) sebab takde kamera nak amik gambar2 menarik..kamera ada satu je yg function, tu pon skrg at gee's possession.

gamba ni hasil 'culikan' dari internet..aku pilih gamba ni sbb kek yang aku buat lebih kurang camni la rupenye ",

Bahan-bahan:

1 1/2 cawan tepung naik sendiri.
1 cawan gula kastor.
3/4 cawan mentega.
1/2 cawan susu penuh krim.
1/2 cawan serbuk koko.
1 sudu teh esen vanilla.
2 biji telur.

Ini cara-caranya:

1. Didihkan air kukusan.
2. Masukkan mentega dan gula didalam cooking pan diatas api sederhana. Kacau sehingga cair. Sejukkan.
3. Ayak tepung dan serbuk koko.
4. Pukul telur secara perlahan didalam mangkuk yang lebih kecil. Jangan sampai berbuih.
5. Masukkan telur dan esen vanilla didalam adunan mentega tadi. Tukar adunan ke dalam baking bowl. Kacau hingga betul-betul sebati. Gradually, masukkan tepung yang diayak tadi.
6. Adunan mestilah tidak terlalu cair. Masukkan adunan tadi ke dalam ape-ape bentuk mangkuk yang sesuai dengan tempat kukusan. Tutup mangkuk dengan aluminium foil. Kukus selama 45minit sehingga 1jam. Boleh periksa dengan cucuk garfu dan pastikan takde adunan yang melekat (bg kek yang sudah masak).

InsyaAllah akan menjadi..", kalau tak jadi, jangan putus asa..teruskan mencuba sbb mungkin tepung, telur gred yang berbeza mungkin memerlukan sukatan yang berbeza. Kek coklat yang dikukus tak perlukan coklat topping sangat, sbb struktur keknya da lembap..dgn coklat topping nanti terlalu manis, tak elok pula untuk kesihatan.hehe :)) selamat mencuba!

wallahua'lam.

Emotionally driven

yes, i am.

murahnya airmata ini,
rapuhnya hati ini,
mudahnya terluka..

Ya Allah ya Tuhan kami, kurniakan kami rahmat dari sisiMu, dan berilah petunjuk kepada kami dalam urusan kami dengan segala petunjuk,
Mudahkanlah urusan kami ya Allah, permudahkanlah jangan disulitkan kerana Engkaulah yang maha memudahkan, segala yang susah adalah mudah bagi-Mu,
ya Allah, sempurnakanlah dengan segala kebaikan, dengan rahmatMu, ya Allah wahai yang paling mengasihani daripada segala yang mengasihani..

T_T
wallahua'lam.

Helping those who helped themselves.

What do we live for if not to make life less difficult for each other?

Once you read, any reading materials of course, you wont imagined on how much you'll be getting the inputs. right? That's what i've been doing all this time, since i've a plenty of time to kill (you know what i mean, dun ya?). I'd finished few books to date, and i'm still struggling to finish few more. That's including Al-quran which i have few juzu' to khatam, alhamdulillah..yet i think i shud be more abiding because i think i used to deviate from my original plan lately. hehe duh! It's common,isn't it? We are so-typical human being.

Friends and families have been asking countless times regarding of my job placement. So i dun wanna sound like i was lamenting myself of not getting any clues on where i'll be posted, hence i told them.."soon..i'll tell u once it's confirmed k?" whereas, the real situation is, my heart deeply screaming "heck i know when will i start kicking some asses to do a some real work!"

So the situation is now, i'm helping myself for not losing self-possession in conjunction of my recent situation. Last week, i mean last monday, syu texted me and told such a breaking news i've ever wanted to hear! she just received an offer letter and she'll be start working this coming november! i was overwhelmed. i was like, continuosly thanks to Allah s.w.t upon receiving her good news. Alhamdulillah.. for at least one of my friends is ready to get her hands dirty, and it's absolutely a great feeling, isn't it?! Well, there were 3 of us. BAcc (hons) UM 2008 of Petronas' scholars whom recommended for an employment. 1 down, and 2 left to go(me and anys). Well anys is a diff situation. He already got the offer unfortunately due to his health problem, the offer is detained. Poor him. :'( and right now he's waiting for i-dun-now-how-many-times-he-had-undergone medical check-up this coming november. (how are u anys?hope u are doin great now..)

It's not a bizarre notion and in fact i think, as a muslim i should beleive in Allah s.w.t heartfully and never get upset of any situations that Allah has stated on me. There's always a hidden reason back in whatever happened. Although at times, it takes our whole life to understand why such a situation happened to us, right? No doubt that sometimes i do feel like a loser when i see my friends capturing their great moments in their workplaces. I shudnt feel that way, shudn't i?

Apart from that, i'm grateful to have my other half beside me. Though we are far miles away..yet you are so deeply closed in my heart. He always know how to make it my day. I always smiling whenever i talk to him. This calm feeling...is unexplicable. At least i know..part of me is happy and doin great now.

I'll cherish every moment being your soulmate,dear...:))

wallahua'lam.

saya kembali tersenyum :)
saya kembali tenang...

terima kasih, kekaseh...
kamu selalu disisiku...

till we tie the knot...u'll always be the bolster to lift up my life :)

. . .
saya tertekan.
saya minta maaf.

the ugly face of me.

full

kenyang.
ptg td pegi openhouse kechik. diajak alia pukul 11 pg td. trus diajak alia ke rumah fuza pula dlm 3.30ptg.
sedap.
semua nya.
nasi ayam drumah kechik dan nasi beriyani drumah fuza.
baru harini dpt ketemu balik sikit kwn2 sebelajar d UM dulu.
housemates trutamanya.
kami bergosip.
haha.
sgt rindu.
kata emi "aku rase macam nk amek cuti, sewa rumah, pastu kite nyeeembang aje smpai pengsan.."
haha. haha. trsembul sikit air oren. ala sikit je.
esok masih ade beberapa rumah dalam senarai utk disinggah.
kena ikut turutan. tp tataula kesampaian.
hehe.
mlm ni makan jagung manis saje.
kenyang.
ngantok.
.....mungkin nk tdo pula.

wallahua'lam.

sampai bila-bila

nah..mak beli hadiah harijadi..

eh?*senyum* bile mak beli? beli katne?

tadi..mak beli kat JJ Maluri..

yeke..*sambil mengoyak2 balutan hadiah dgn ayu*

mak beli baju ke? baju pompuan..?

tak..bukaklah..baju kurung pesak gantung..yg kakak suke tuh..

yeke..? *riang* waaah..cantiknye..kaler maroon..time kaseh mak..

i wish i cud share with u guys n snap a pix of the formal shirt n baju kurung pahang that both my parent bot for my 23rd anniversary..but then again..my sis brot the cam to her campus..:'(

kakak sayang mak.
sayang ayah juga.
sampai bila-bila.
walau kita tak semesra seperti ibubapa-anak yang lain.
tapi jauh dalam hati ini.
kasih itu da tertanam.
sampai bila-bila.
airmata ni tak terbendung.
tiap kali fikir bila agaknya tiba saat kakak bekerja.
dan buat mak dan ayah bangga.
hidup ini hanya untuk melihat mak dan ayah gembira.
sampai bila-bila.
mak dan ayah adalah kasih kakak yang pertama.
sampai bila-bila.
*weeping*

wallahua'lam.

i'm not a cheese! :)

hah i'm 23!

:))

yesterday, upon my 23rd anniversary, i'd made a significant decision. n i wish i'd made the right one.

many thanks to all of my famili, cousins n friends for ur rememberance! :)) i'm sorry for not thanking each of u guys personally. but hey! that doesnt make u guys insignificant for me. ur company what makes my life complete all this time. keep that in mind k! :))

my 23rd anniversary isn't as special as anyone wud expect (yalah i'm a housekeeper. what can b more dull than that?) despite that i hv my great famili around me. mom, dad, afiq n faris. incomplete yet enraptured. i cant thank u enof, dad. for the cake n the special birthday gift u bought for me. inspired. ebullient. i wish i cud wear the shirt to working in a near future. or perhaps in the comin interview :P

what can b more joyous than havin 2 of ur loved ones singing a classic 'Happy Birthday to you' song for you in the morning of ur birthday..? :))

well i hv my dad n my keqaseh, incek Fairus to sing that for me. unanticipated. esp when it comes from my dad! he suddenly called me on 9.00am to ask bout his thumbdrive that he accidentally left near the phone. hah. whatta sly tot, dad. :)) then goes the off-pitch singing from my dad. hehe..it's ok, forgiven for once. :P

n today is my dad's 48th anniversary. it's sweet, isn't it? to hv ur famili's anniversary a nx day to urs :) happy 48th anniversary, dad! may u hv a long-great-life with us, ur offsprings n dear mom! :)

i wish i cud buy something special for u dad, on ur anniversary :'(

but i promise. once i receive my first pay, it'll b my family's treat the first thing i wud spend the money.

i love u dad :) till my last breath. this blood is urs. n nothing will destruct the ties.

Age is something that doesn't matter unless you are a cheese
-Billie Burke

wallahua'lam.

dad is craving over my mee goreng??
hah how good is that sound? :)

today no, yesterday i intentionally created a tiny-silly issue with incek Fairus just to get unnecessary attention from him (well enof said.i'm using 1+3 Celcom plan n it's like cost me nothing to call him plus! ever since we subscribed the plan..i dun even get a chance to pay my bill! oh! i must hv gone daft to created the issue! :'( dear..i cant thank u enof..) he mad at me. i know. knowing his silent n a usual text "hmmm..." he sent to me. :'( it was so mean of me. i know. i shudnt.

i'm goin to keep it off record.

thz evening..i texted him. apologizing. i called him "keqaseh..". praying hard that it works n he'll text me back with a smile.."..:)"

heh. it works. alhamdulillah. :))

he texted me back
"i wish i cud bring u out to a dinner tonight..to celebrate ur 23rd..juz the two of us..:("

handicuffed. dear..bring me to wherever u want.

i know it'll never happend till we tie the knot. ther's a fine line between us. well dare to dream coz it'll keep u moving on.

Never look where you're going
Always look where you want to go.
-Bob Ernst

wallahua'lam.

The episodes...

27 Ramadhan
My famili n I, a complete members of 8, together we had our breaking fast before going back to hometown tomorrow at Nasi Padang Restaurant near to KLCC, so then we can easily go to Surau KLCC to perform solah terawikh.

lots lots of food! :D my saliva almost dripping everytime i looked at the foods! gosh :) well i can only remember not even half the name of the foods, since we had approximately 20 types of lauk-pauk served in front of us!







28 Ramadhan
We began our journey to kelantan around 11am in d morning. since we were just inserted an alarm to our house, ADT Security System, a week ago..so we make sure all the windows and doors are well-closed before we set up the alarm. yala..one week off to hometown, sape tak curious bout our home safety kan? it has to b tip-top, then u're good to go!

We were in half of journey to Gua Musang when my dad received a call from ADT Call Centre telling that ther's an open zone at Back Window..! what,huh?! we were shocked. the call totally got our nerves. n rationally,i supposed, we made a decision to turn back to Alam Damai. hah. mane ta keje gile namenye. flustered, my dad called the police of Alam Damai branch n report the call received from ADT Security System. 10 minutes later, dad received a call from the police officers telling that ther's a break-in attempt at Back Window. which the window is in an open condition. unfortunately, they found no suspect. hah. terkejot beruk lagi skali. kitorg pon bisinglah dlm kete tuh arguing yg sume tgkap da check btol2 bfore kuar. lgpon, the alarm system cannot be set up till all the doors n windows are well-closed. bykla andaian, mungkin suspek lari after dgr bunyi alarm yg trpekik2 tuh tnpa sempat bertembung dgn pak polisi.hmmm~

The clock is timed 3.30 pm when we arrived home. dad esp, immediately jumped over the car as soon as we reached home to check the back window. mmg. mmg trbuka. after dealing with the police n the watchmans that the neighborhood hired to look after the residents, we began our journey back around 5.30 pm. praying hard that ther'll b no such a fuss situations like this while we were at kelantan. :finger-crossing:

Nak ditambahkn lagi tragiknye hari kami..around 10.00pm while everyone's in a sleepy mode..including me..n farhan is still driving to reach Pasir Puteh..~ a crazy Turkey man had nearly caught us into an accident! alhamdulillah..none of us are injured. still..our dear odyssey is crashed :'(





still i think, that crazy Turkey man is sound mind when he keep on apologizing for the incident to be happened n handed over a bunch of a Thousand Ringgit Malaysia to us..as a sign of remorseful. hah :) very the flitty rich lah this turkey man :))

1 Syawal
Hmm...this time,our syawal celebration is in a melancholy mode..or shud i say, gloomy. tears..were tagging along the sesi minta-maap in d morning. aihh~ abes make-up ai~ hehe :D well enof of the tragic episodes..one thing for sure, this year raya celebration will b one of the most unforgettable moments that we had. :)

enjoy the photos then!
wallahua'lam.

after 2 weeks..

wah wah da bersawang2 blog nih..hehe :) at last, i managed to get into this cyber space n updating fs, fb n blog.

wah, rindu! :)

banyak yg nak diceritakan..sabar ye sahabat2..emm btw, the previous post was just published a minute ago..ta sedar, berkepok2 dkat draft tggu nk dipublish..hee..:)

till then.
wallahua'alm.