Helping those who helped themselves.

What do we live for if not to make life less difficult for each other?

Once you read, any reading materials of course, you wont imagined on how much you'll be getting the inputs. right? That's what i've been doing all this time, since i've a plenty of time to kill (you know what i mean, dun ya?). I'd finished few books to date, and i'm still struggling to finish few more. That's including Al-quran which i have few juzu' to khatam, alhamdulillah..yet i think i shud be more abiding because i think i used to deviate from my original plan lately. hehe duh! It's common,isn't it? We are so-typical human being.

Friends and families have been asking countless times regarding of my job placement. So i dun wanna sound like i was lamenting myself of not getting any clues on where i'll be posted, hence i told them.."soon..i'll tell u once it's confirmed k?" whereas, the real situation is, my heart deeply screaming "heck i know when will i start kicking some asses to do a some real work!"

So the situation is now, i'm helping myself for not losing self-possession in conjunction of my recent situation. Last week, i mean last monday, syu texted me and told such a breaking news i've ever wanted to hear! she just received an offer letter and she'll be start working this coming november! i was overwhelmed. i was like, continuosly thanks to Allah s.w.t upon receiving her good news. Alhamdulillah.. for at least one of my friends is ready to get her hands dirty, and it's absolutely a great feeling, isn't it?! Well, there were 3 of us. BAcc (hons) UM 2008 of Petronas' scholars whom recommended for an employment. 1 down, and 2 left to go(me and anys). Well anys is a diff situation. He already got the offer unfortunately due to his health problem, the offer is detained. Poor him. :'( and right now he's waiting for i-dun-now-how-many-times-he-had-undergone medical check-up this coming november. (how are u anys?hope u are doin great now..)

It's not a bizarre notion and in fact i think, as a muslim i should beleive in Allah s.w.t heartfully and never get upset of any situations that Allah has stated on me. There's always a hidden reason back in whatever happened. Although at times, it takes our whole life to understand why such a situation happened to us, right? No doubt that sometimes i do feel like a loser when i see my friends capturing their great moments in their workplaces. I shudnt feel that way, shudn't i?

Apart from that, i'm grateful to have my other half beside me. Though we are far miles away..yet you are so deeply closed in my heart. He always know how to make it my day. I always smiling whenever i talk to him. This calm feeling...is unexplicable. At least i know..part of me is happy and doin great now.

I'll cherish every moment being your soulmate,dear...:))

wallahua'lam.