Hijrahku untuk Tahun 1430 Hijriah

Salam!

Salam Maal Hijrah untuk semua. sudah 1430 tahun sejak hijrah pertama Rasulullah s.a.w ke Madinah. hari ni 29 Disember. tahun ni, kalendar Hijri dan kalendar Gregorian hampir serentak. cuma ada perbezaan 1,2 hari sebab bulan islam hanya ada 30 hari (seingatku lah heh :P).

Sedang masyarakat sedang sibuk menyambut Hari Natal, dan sambutan Tahun Baru 2009, ditambah lagi dengan beberapa peristiwa besar dan mengejutkan; perkahwinan Mawi-Ekin dan kemangkatan Yang di-Pertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan Tuanku Ja'afar Tuanku Abdul Rahman, muslimin pastinya terleka untuk dengan persiapan kita untuk menyambut Tahun Baru 1430 Hijriah ini.

Buku lama dah ditutup. cuba kenang sejenak, apa kebaikan yang telah dicatit pada buku lama kita? dapat dikira? atau tak terkira? mudah-mudahan ia sedikit sebanyak memberi kita kesan seterusnya memasang niat untuk berhijrah ke kehidupan yang lebih baik. Lembaran baru dah dibuka, mudah-mudahan yang pertama tercatit adalah yang baik-baik belaka. insya'Allah :))

Apa ye hijrah ku kali ni?

Yang pertama, insya'Allah dari penganggur terhormat ke pengerah keringat :)) mudah-mudahan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. ameen insya'Allah..~

Yang kedua, insya'Allah dari penerima kepada pemberi. ku berniat untuk menjadi lebih kepada pemberi bermula saat ku menerima hasil keringat pertamaku nanti. mudah-mudahan :)) you can keep my words.

Yang ketiga, insya'Allah dari kekasih orang kepada tunangan orang :)) semuanya belumpun dalam perancangan. masih omong-omongan kosong. tapi, dengan izin Allah..tiada yang mustahil. mudah-mudahan ibubapaku merestui :)

Yang keempat, insya'Allah dari pemarah kepada pemaaf. Surah Toha akan jd amalan harian insya'Allah..mudah-mudahan ku akan menjadi kurang emosi dan sensitif. seperti ia selalu akan mberi kesan pada orang2 sekeliling ku :(

dan akan bertambah lagi dari masa ke semasa..:))

mudah-mudahan hijrah kali ini membawa kepada diri kita yang lebih baik. dan sama-sama menjadikan lembaran lama sebagai iktibar dan teladan buat kita, insyaAllah.

wallahua'lam.

Dear..
If the days wont allow us to see each other, then the memories will..
and I'll think of you, till my heart contented..:))

A note to myself.

and this is the 4th time i changed my blog template. :)) did they tell u anythng? hehe and i wish, this is the final one.

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i've decided to make my blog less personal, and more to global aspects.

:))

wallahua'alam.

Gripping and thankful.

Previously, i'd informed that i'll be having a phone interview sort of with the manager that want me in to his department right?..however, it turned to an interview. indeed!!

it's informal, a chit-chat sorta. he wanted to know me more before signing the offer letter to be given to me, perhaps. i dun asked much.

I received a call yesterday while i was still at Kelantan n we're bout goin back to KL. The call was from a person incharge in recruiting department of IBU, Intenational Business Unit. IBU is an operating unit under PET. The person whom has been contacting me informing me that the GM of IBU wanted to meet me tomorrow, which is today. n i was shivering, cant basically think rational what is the best time for me to meet him considering that i'm still on my way back to KL. n i say "cool!" hah here i go again, whatta stupid opt i had made. i cud have tell her that i'm currently at Kelantan n will be able to meet up on Wednesday, cudnt i?

Therefore, today with an inadequte sleep and rest, (after a long journey from Kelantan and arrived KL approximately on 11pm) slothing to Level 45, Tower 1, KLCC. Considering that one shall be arriving at the interview place at least 30 minutes before the interview, and so i am late. I arrived there approximtely on 10am. sharp. My dad has been reminding me to be there as early as possible, but i'd contravened the reminder. by chance, yes by chance indeed! huhu..geramnye! bile pikir balik. back to the day i went to meet The GM of IBU. and so i arrived there, there was a man known as En Yus accidentally crossing by the entry door greeting me by saying "O you must be Raja Aini..we were talking bout you just now. how are you?" we shook hands and exchanging smile. and immediately my hands and legs got icy. my o my. what kind of situation will i be facing now...? oh~

In the GM room, waiting there is the GM itself and a fine lady. hence, there were 3 person interviewing me. and u know? i was playing the so-typical of me along the interview session! clumsy, impolite, bad-hearing skill (keep asking.."come again, sir?" adoiyai~), lack of business ethics (yet i scored A tau for that BE subject back in UM! buang je dlm tong sampah!) ya Allah~ if i were to remember back my tongue, hands, gestures on that day..i cud have sworn, i killed myself for acting that way. grrr!

The GM was asking me bout my field of interest, and i told them, it is an accounting of course. as you can refer to my degree, i've been awarded a BAcc (hons) UM. and i told them again i've registered myself to ACCA to pursue myself to a professional level. then they get shocked somehow listening to my statement. and i was gripping, "did i say something wrong?" the GM smiled and told me that "here in IBU, we dun count beans. we are a business unit. and our operation is 100% corporate planning and business affairs. do you find it okay, to be here? ur skills group will be wasted" there goes the first soalan cepumas. adoiyai~ and i answered,

" being a CA has been my dream and i was about to make it real. however, i took ACCA as a part-time, and part of my long-life learning thus, i'll adjust myself accordingly. i mean, according to my job. besides, once i registered to ACCA, i can always took the tuition class at anytime and anywhere as long as when the exam comes, u sit. yada yada.."

and they seem contemplating. pondering, whether i'm the right candidate to join them. referring to my CV, the GM told me that apart from my CGPA, they are impressed knowing that i was active in Silat Cekak, Kompang, Kayaking and 4 languages that i owned; with an additional of Arabic and French. the GM told me that, to be part of IBU, first, u must be funny (haha..), know how to dance poco-poco (haha lagi..seriously they are an easy-going ppl sbnrnye. tp aku je yg terlebih cuak), well-rounded, multi-tasking and most imprtantly own a leadership skill. however due to my accounting field of interest, he was contemplating to put me there.

after the not-so-short conversation with them, the GM decided to set me an appointment with Pn Rasyidah, the GM of Finance Group Division. however due to packed-schedule that Pn Rasyidah had today..he promised me to arrange it later. soon.

ho-humm..and yet my job placement isn't confirmed. got another meet-up. and i swear, i want to put an end to this ambiguity as soon as i meet Pn Rasyidah later.

till then,

wallahua'lam.

..and my journey to CA has just begun.

My life has just went through a huge paradigm shift and things are never going be the same, humm. from a full-time painstaking student of BAcc UM, to a full-time housekeeper, being part of the contributors to an unemployment rate (haha so proud of it) and now, alhamdulillah i'm officially a part-time ACCA student. alhamdulillah i'm finally on track to CA. and i'll hardly saving my breath till i get the CA title. at least 3 years from now. it has never been easy ppl. however, that's the price that u've to pay for the pleasure u'll earned at the end of the day. the backbreaking's worth it.

u see..when ppl say life is like a rolling wheel. sometime u r at the top and the next time u r at the bottom. they are true. ergo, no matter how horrible situation are for you, always try hard to look at the bright side of it.

as in me, i've been at the lowest level of my life for the last 6 months. i was lamenting myself for not earning for living. every day n night. i cried a river everytime i realized how incapable i am, helpless in making an effort to secure a verdict for my career trek.

nevertheless, time heals all wounds. and now, i'm stronger than i ever be. no more ambiguity in navigating my life to where i want it to be. it's certain. thanks to you my friends and family for being supportive all this while. no more weep and wail.

i've been receiving calls from HR Pet regarding of my job placement. alhamdulillah. it's a good sign. i'll be expecting a call from the manager who wanted me in to his/her department. phone interview sort of. i've been asked about location preferability from the HR officer whom has been contacting me. and i told her it's not a problem, indeed. haha. as if i could, then i would say i want it to be near to my home :)) haha. hence, expecting a call from the manager itself has been intriguing me day and night..and now, asked a location preferability freezes my hands and legs. my o my. what if, i've been placed to somewhere across the state? across the sea? huhuhuh~

any how, i'm more than contented to know the progress of my job placement so far.

well guys, i'll be updating soon. tomorrow i'll be heading to my granny's hometown.

:))

wallahua'lam.

Cerita satu malam.

Malam 1

malam yang gelap. sunyi. pukul 11pm. dok sorang2 nih terasa cam cepat mengantuk, tapi mata sperti menolak untuk lelap. tv tutup. lampu tutup. aktifkan sistem sekuriti rumah. 10 minit terlena, alarm sekuriti rumah berbunyi. terkejut. mata terus membulat. hah? kenapa? lama betul berbunyi. perasaan da bercampur baur tatau nak buat ape. selimut digenggam rapat. berpeluh. mata dpejam. mimpi ke? terus telefon ayah yang masih lagi dlm perjalanan ke Kelantan. da lepas Gua Musang. ayah kata ADT security baru lepas call ayah tadi. ada open zone, di Zone 3. Zone 3? kat mane? yg selalu bg masalah sensor, Zone 4, tingkap bilik study. tp Zone 3 kat mane? ayah kata pintu dapur. hah? airmata terus mengalir. takut. nak buat ape ni...? ayah kata jgn kaget..selawat byk2 mudah-mudahan tade ape2. mungkin Garfield, kucing. aku takut. ya Allah..terasa lemah sungguh hati ni. ayah telefon polis, suruh polis dtg jenguk. sejurus selepas tu, polis datang. dan aku memberanikan diri turun ke bawah. buka pintu. buka pagar. ada kereta polis, 2 orang, kereta bersiren, berlampu suluh. polis minta masuk nak check kat dapur. tade ape2. cuma pintu gril terbuka. polis tanye, gril tu mmg terbuka ke? aku kata aku tak check sebelum pasang alarm td. fikir ayah da kuncikan sebelum bertolak balik kelantan petang tu. polis kata tade apa2. sebelum tu ada soal jawab. tanya nama, umur, kenapa duk umah sorg2. pening. pening nak jawab. tapi nasib baik polis-polis tu kacak. teruja sikit.(:P)

selesai, aku kembali tidur. cuba untuk melelapkan mata. pukul 1 pagi cik ngah yg duduk d Putrajaya call, ckp ada depan rumah. ayah call untuk teman aku tidur dirumah. bersyukur. gembira. ada teman. tp serba-salah juga. macam menyusahkan. tp cik ngah kata takpe. keselamatan harus diutamakan.

lena.

pagi esoknya yang cerah. secerah perasaan ini. dan cik ngah pulang pukul 10 pagi. sambil berpesan, kalau ada apa2, call.

terkenang2 abang polis kacak yang segak. :P incek Fairus kate kacaklah, sbb mereka tu polis pancaragam sbnrnye. heh. ade ke. cemburu aku kata abg polis tu lebih kacak dr nya. :P

terima kasih abg polis kacak.

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Malam 2

ayah call petang nya kata ta dapat tiket flight balik isnin malam. bas pun takde. hanya ada flight 6.30 pagi esoknya. hati bersedih. macam mane ni? ayah kata ajak la kawan teman. dan mira bersetuju untuk teman. gembira. sangat. ada teman, yey!

terima kasih mira cantik.

nnt-nnt, boleh bermalam drumah ku lagi ye. :))

p/s Takziah pd sahabatku Siti Nurfareha M Nor atas pemergian ibunya. melawatnya d Klang smlm, menyentuh hati. eha, kamu mmg kuat. kalau rindukan ibu kamu, cepat2 sedekah kan Yasin untuknya ye. moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat, dan ditempatkan bersama2 org yg beriman. kalau kamu ada apa2, jgn segan2 bgtahu aku ye..jgn segan2. kalau kamu segan, siap lah kamu. jaga diri. semuanya ada hikmah. percayalah. ha lagi satu..ingat2 wasiat terakhir ibumu tuh :))

The giving up for the sake of something else.

In commemoration of eid adha celebration, which we always connecting it with sacrifices, suddenly i feel like to write something here. about sacrifices, indeed. at d moment, i was left alone in this lonely home. home w/out family? it's lonely, isnt it? o perhaps terrifying? o Lord..pls..devoid me from any unreal thinking..:'( my family was going back to Kelantan after the Qurban rite (5 cows had been turned down. bykkan?) with Alam Damai neighbourhood and after performing asar prayer just now. n i'm not following. u must be wondering y m i chosing to b left alone at home instead of i can joyously join the trip to Kelantan? heck if i were to chose the 2nd option..i'll undisputedly go for it. in fact, i missed my granma n tokcik a looot~ been thinking about their health condition lately. esp my tokcik. :'(

this is what i referring to what had i given up for the sake of something else. i have to stay, because i got a few of unsettled issues which have to be cleared up before this coming Thursday. since my mom n my other siblings will stay at Kelantan till sunday (i think), hence i'll b joining them by later of friday. i wish i cud make it on thursday jgak. huhu. well it depends on how 'good' cooperation i received from Seksyen Peperiksaan UM regarding of my English Transcript request. i pray heartfully that everything will go smoothly. amiiin...~

back to my famili's trip to Kelantan..actually, my dad will coming back to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow's eve. cuti ayah trpaksa disimpan utk holiday ke Kedah christmas nnt :)) so, i'll b having my dad's company by tomorrow night. insyaAllah. :finger-crossing:

speaking of sacrifices, actually ther's a lot that i can share here about my sacrifices to my family and vice versa and et cetera. time is clocked 19.41 now, so hve to take my bath and performing maghrib prayer pulak.

hmmm..ape nak makan malam ni ye?

rendang ayam (i cooked for today raya's breakfast) ada sikit lagi..

tp mcm nk makan maggi..

haha :D i definitely sound like a home-alone girl kn?

selamat hari raya eid adha semua.

wallahua'alam.

A break out.

banyak.banyak sebenarnye nak cerita dkat sini.
tp semacam malas sunggoh nak menaip.tak seperti selalu.teruja sunggoh menaip blog.

1. tentang percutian di PD bersama keluarga baru-baru ni :))
2. tentang A1 GP di Sepang :))
3. tentang kedatangan mira ke rumah dan aktiviti bermain badminton :))
4. tentang movie outing ; Madagasacar 2 :))
5. terutama sekali tentang 'panggilan' itu..dan perancanganku untuk menyambung pembelajaran ke aras yang professional :))

seminggu ta dapat online sbb talian dipotong. fhm2 lah perangai ayah ku :)) tapi yang paling utama, perasaan ni lebih tenang..dgn kehadiran ahli keluarga yg lain dirumah.
rumah da ta sunyi lagi.
aku da ta keseorangan lagi.
banyak sudah senyuman dan tawa dari ku.
hidup ini sememangnya tidak djadikan untuk adil. sbb tu kita ada antara satu sama lain. keluarga, teman-teman dan orang asing. hidup ini bukan berkisar antara kita berdua, bertiga, berlima atau berenam. lebih. kita saling bergantungan dan melengkapi. kita ta sedar kadang-kadang kita perlu orang asing untuk menyedarkan kita. bukan dari orang yang dekat dgn kita. belajar dari keadaan. yang teruk bila kita tak belajar dari keadaan yang ditetapkan. dan terus membuat kesilapan yang sama dan menyalahkan keadaan yg berlaku. dan paling teruk menyalahkan Tuhan yang menetapkan keadaan itu berlaku keatas kita. semua yang berlaku ada asbab nya. dan bergantung pada kita bagaimana nk mencari asbab nya. paling penting, bersangka baiklah pd Tuhan yang menciptakan kamu. dan dengan itu kamu akan peroleh ketenangan hati yang diluar jangkaan akal mu :))
wallahua'lam.