.5.54am this morning.

alhamdulillah..i reached home at 5.54 am thiz morning..with my mak. fyi, i'm away back to my village last monday..visiting my beloved grandpa..at Pasir Puteh, Kelantan.

my grandpa was called as tokcik.

tokcik.
sob..sob..sob..T_T
he's sick.
he got the second strok last sat morning..
he can't eat.
he only able to drink.
at times, he is conscious..n at the other time he's unconscious..

the 2days n 2nights at my grands' house was soo short till i wish i cud extend the stay more longer..everyday n evrynite..after every prayers (solah) that i performed..i'll b sitting nx to him n reciting du'a, surah yaasin, n ayat2 suci al-quran to him..

tokcik..

tokcik..

:'(

saat yg ta bleh dilupakan tatkala ku sampai d rumah tok pagi selasa dn trus berbisik ke telinga tokcik.."tokcik..kakak ni..kakak dtg jenguk tokcik.." sambil perlahan2 membuka mata..melihat ke arahku..tokcik menangis mengalirkan airmata..mmg ta bleh tahan..walaupon ramai sedara-mara di sekeliling menyaksikan saat itu..ku ta bleh tahan airmata dr trus mengalir..T_T
O Allah..rabb al-amin..sesungguhNya Kau Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu..ku redha diatas segala ketentuanMu Ya Allah..limpahilah rahmatMu ke atas tokcik..ku sayangi dia..