Sunday, November 8, 2009

betul-betul sebulan

o yeahh~ i had a shitty week. badan lembik macam tilam toto yg boleh dilipat-lipat, dihenyak-henyak.

i'm in the revision mode beginning last saturday till yesterday. gosh i'm so glad the week is finally over. no the exam is not over yet tho. out as early as 7am n got home as late as 10.15pm. @_@

since i'll be attempting 2 papers this coming dec sitting, therfore i hv to put extra-nescafe-sugar efforts towards the exam preparation. and as far as the revision goes, i think i'm still in the avenue towards facing the examination. alhamdulillah. thanks to the tutors.

this few weeks has been difficult for me. at times, i tend to be skeptical and lost my rationale. i've been whimpering and complaining over everything. work wise as well as study. astaghfirullahalazim. naudzubillah. T_T

i didnt realize that i was blessed with so many things that other ppl could hv been struggling for it.

Frustration is your worst enemy, for it has the power to destroy peace of mind


so true.

keeping a positive mind and open mind seem to be easier said than done. but it's actually effortless given that you have faith in Allah swt. as i was reading some articles written by Dr. A'id Al-Qarni, regretting past failures and weeping bitterly for calamity are manifestations of disbelief in Allah swt and discontent with what He has decreed. naudzubillah :( O Allah swt, let not my heart deviate from the truth after You have guided us...

i shall be thankful. alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...for bitterly situations i had, for it is a sign that He wants me to keep the remembrance of Him.

30 days to go for the 2nd war.

and i shall whack the examiners this time around. and win the world-prize. dream on! haha. it's utter far reaching. pass sudah :P

wallahua'lam.

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