Today I had a good day :) few days back was a bit gloomy for me. I was emotional and sad. And of course, of all factors that you might think of the reason why I was behaving that way…it must hv got to do with me n my other half…kann? Ya right.
What else could affect you so much other than your love and intimate life?
I always know that he’s the one for me. We fought, we hated each other till I feel like to hit *dush dush* him, (neither him nor I in actual fact would dare huh? cakap besar ta hengat..hehe :P) however the Love between us is stronger than the former, and that what makes us still together today. anyway it's the passion that made us felt that way, isnt it? :) Love what makes human unsound. Nevertheless, we learnt from mistakes and became the same person with a better (or another insanity?) fi’il everyday..hehe :P
I know ive always be the same me as 10 years back ppl know me..sensitive and weepy. Okay,tell u a secret *membuka pekung di dada* I was, now da tak lah..hehe..whenever I want a haircut either by my mom or went to a salon..tho it was clearly by my intention, I always always always ended up with a tears. Haha go and laugh at me. but yup I’m not making it up. It’s true. Last time is when I was in form 4. I’m not sure myself, why must I cry every time I see my hair being cut. Ya it was rather a sentiment. keh keh.
kakak kamu kan…takkan tak kenal, dari kecik gunting rambut je menangis…pasaipa taktau
-mak
I’ve grown up and I cried less. Hmmm…less could be more for certain ppl bcoz I cried like real a LOT, right? Haha. Like simply every time tgk cite Hindustan, I MUST hold a pillow…a trick indeed, to sorok muka bile hidung da berair. (Haha i know it wasnt only me, dun pura-pura ya guys.) It was melancholy or…rather pathetic? whatever. you tell me :)
6 days off from last Wednesday purposely for ACCA preps is I dun know, enough…but I wish I could hv more! Hehe! The examination is on June 3rd. since it’ll be my first attempt on ACCA, cuak is a must la kan. *gasp*. Okay okay, ther’ll be only a +ve ion in me by now. Let’s be professional, and get it over with. Fighto-o!
Tomorrow, the long wait has come to an end. (Eceh cam mysterious gile. haha gelabah! :D) After nearly 6 months of not seeing each other, tomorrow my other half and I will meet up. He’ll have a serious discussion with my father bout the ‘plan’. *muka serious -_-!*
We shall see the outcome tomorrow ye me fellas :)
p/s I know, at thz momeny ayie and aleng must be so full of nervous for their BIG day tomorrow (engaged) and the day after tomorrow (tie the knot!). All the best and may happiness will come along ur way. insyaAllah, I knew you guys will be a great parents for ur coming offspring (lagi ta bley blah, blum ape2 lagi da berangan anak org) . aleng has been my childhood friend, and ayie is my MH mates…hmmm…since we’re having an economic downturn now ya guys, I shall confirm my attendance to ayie’s place :P
jap. what does my attendance has got to do with the economic downturn anyway? cet. haha mcmlah dtg kenduri bwk hadiah. pewut. pewut yg penting.
chiao.
wallahua’lam.
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