This is rather in a seventh heaven :)

..m hangin on my bed,
lean against wall with a comfy pillow supported my back.

i was back from performing solah terawikh at 9.40pm just now. passed tv, to catch a drink of water (awat la dahaga lpas terawikh eh? bkannye jd imam pon.hiks:P) later i found that i'd partly missed the KuMilikMu drama slot. herm, not a big deal. as i wasnt a kinda person who easily attached to follow the following series whenever they started to enjoy the story. :). well, the storyline was pretty cliche..interesting enof to make me giggling (it was too light to make me laughg like The Rock. egegege:D) while havin a pleasant moment with my famili.

at 10pm i rushed to my room as i'd promised to incek Fairuz to sleep early today. (err..we usually had a dozy-lovey chat before sleep..err) soon i found he had left me a message timed 9.33pm; that he wanna sleep early n apologized for not making it to 10pm. i wasnt upset, though :) pity him, he cramped with workloads today. he keep on telling me on how he was drained today. driving all the way to Sg Petani n back to Baling to repair a machine, some sort. hehe tatau pe ke namenye menatang tuh :P
" sabarlah..rehat..mlm ni tido awal" tu je yg mampu aku ckp..:))

well, enof of him :)

i was jotting down the things that i had done n perhaps cud be done tru out my 'unemployment' period (instead of thinking bout the so-coming-up-yet-so-unanticipated call from Pet..haha kan? :D)

1. cooking, sharpen my cooking skills :)
2. baking, (kek batik n blueberry cheese tart to bake for this coming eid) :P
3. finished 30 juzu' of Al-Quran :)
4. finished reading the unfinished novel The Forgotten War by David Fiddimore :P
5. continue reading RD (every month edition) haha ade je kdg2 tuh mgqada' edisi2 blan2 lepas :D
6. life-long learning. reading, writing, watch a tv, listen to a radio (Fly fm), anything will do to enhance my english grammar a.w.a the vocabulary, insyaAllah :)

i wish i cud be a better person everyday. :) learnt from mistakes. as the saying goes, ppl learn faster from mistakes. kan? try to be a more grateful person ..:) thru ups n downs situations. always n always believe in Allah swt. He is the Most Merciful and the Most Benificient :) i shud hv seen this situation as an opportunity; for me to become a better person. future is unforeseen to be said. thus, i shud turn 180degree n work for it. i hv a decision to make n i wish i'd made the right one :)

..this is rather in a seventh heaven, to be in grieve :)

No one ever finds life worth living-
he has to make it worth living

Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty.
Anyone who keeps learning stays young.
The greatest thing in life is to keep ur mind young
- Henry Ford

wallahua'lam.