Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Spotless.

yesterday. i heard an unpleasent news. one of my scholarmates didnt make recommended by our 'scholar'. i was shocked n kinda gloomy. oh it affects me. me? stil uncertain. i wish i cud end up ths so-coming-up moment. it kills me slowly. n when my hormone of adrenalin got pumped rapidly, went to all of my body parts..face, hands n my legs got icy. n i started went all wrong..the surge energy brought by my anxiety ended up me photo-capturing flowers at my home backyard..not much back, it sorta side..side-yard..


the top. it was soo towering..yet soo unreachable. so much to get rid of. so much courage to hv...


the options. we may hv our spot..till we overlooked. life has so much to surrender. so much waiting for us. so much till we cant stop dream-big...


bunga yang satu itu.  we r unique. distinctive. oh i wanted to b that special, pretty, so-inimitable flower..yet spotted.


the trunk. so strong. so incredible-hulk to support the branches. water and food-support. lifetime good deeds. so much inspire me to stay strong to further this life..regardless my root. as a muslim.
ku tatau ku merepek ape...ku penin2...

2 comments:

m said...

haha. this is brilliant peos. maybe we're not the spotless one, maybe the thing yang wanna spot us tu is actually malfunction. If that spot-thingy is a lamp, the bulb maybe blowed up. huhu..

keep writing something like this peos, hehe ;)

ainifairuS said...

haha..that one 'whaddacallit' spot truly got our attention.

brsabar dn trus brsabarlah...Allah swt itu brsama2 org yg brsabar....