Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help. [1.5, AlFatihah]

I was driving back home from sending afiq to sekolah agama this afternoon, n was listening to Hot FM. n suddenly this song cames to play n give me a hit! i'm not used to be Ayu's big fan back then when she was in the OIAM2 Grand Finale. n in fact i was supporting Shila. i tot Ayu was some sorta typical underdog that'll b winning on dat nite. no hurt feelings ye Ayu's big fan. :D

however, somehow this song gaves me a deep thought n someway it makes my heart start singing n my lips start smiling :) she sangs like it was my very first time i heard of it. it is a beautiful song. the song fires me up! telling me that i shud hv never given up at all! i shud hv never feel regret of what hv been stated by The Creator to me. like right now, i feel like screaming! yeah! :D live life that matters! n in fact i shud b thankful that i got recommended from The Structured Interview.

i shud grab this opportunity to keep praying..hold hands uptight, i know Allah is The Most Benificient and The Most Merciful..since we r in a holy month of Ramadhan.

yeay! :D chaiyok peos! no more tears..no more fears..beleive in Allah swt.

wallahua'lam.

enjoy the song then!

Mimpi dan harapan
Cecita yang tinggi menjulang
Tak pernah terluahkan
Hanyalah di hati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang

korus:
Sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila
Ku harus mencuba
Bila lagi desak hatiku bila lagi
Aku harus berani

Lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri
Mengatur langkah ku terus mendaki
Cita-citaku
Di mercu

Mimpi dan harapan bagaikan duri yang mencengkam
Seandainya ku biar cecita dihati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan tak wajar menjadi penghalang

Bridge:
Aku mencari kekuatan
Dalam kelemahan
Aku temui kejayaan
Dalam keberanian

As-Sobr

patience, steadfastness

heyo heyo :D it does took a lil while to do some reborn rite? i was googling around to find some brilliant blog template to replace the old one..just becoz i'd been attacked an influenza virus last few days..so i decided to change the blog template which i think by changing it, it'll somehow indirectly brightens up my upcoming days. well, speaking of the virus..alhamdulillah i'm getting better now :) alhamdulillah..

We are from Allah swt, and to whom we are returning

i've been thinkin a lot lately...regarding of my job placement. day n nights, indeed. we are heading to the year end by a blinking. n for how long shud i hv to wait for their calls? did i sound like a typical nagger, didnt i? here i go again. haihh. I'm aware as a muslim, He is testing us most of the time. mine wud hv been diff with urs, rite? Thus i shud hv submit myself to Allah swt..be grateful, thankful to Him for all that i have gotten during 22 years, 9months and 10 days of life. My family, friends, other half, and what not. Hence, i shud be patient and say the above expression in times of turmoil and calamity.

wallahua'alam.

a bizarre habit shud i say??

i got tagged! from kema...:)*maseh nk ekseted demam2 nih.. tp ta salahkn? speaking of demam...after 3days suffering d influenze virus..it's happened today that my mom brought me to meet the doctor...during the consultation session n check-ups,i was confirmed positive in moderately high fever...*kalau positive high fever...dokter kate namenye demam denggi..sure da kene anto masok wad* how relief i was at dat time...fuhh~ the doctor also do some follow-up regardg of my kidney prob...shud i share here? enoff of sakit2 n sedey2 mode...i'll just let'em off record...enjoy the later! :)

Picture tag, for a change :)

1.The age you will be on your next birthday. 23 years old

haha..seramm~ i watched this movie last time...so thriller, so mysterious n fun i tot :D till we got stucked in d plot..m sooo dun wanna be 23..

2.A place you'd like to travel to. Eiffel Tower, i'm in love :)

3.Your favourite place.The Rainforest,OU.the weng2 spot;) 

4.Your favorite food. Nasi Kerabu d luscious ;P

5. Your favourite pet animal. Hamster the cutie pie:)

6. Your favourite color c0mbination. m sooo green n yellow yo :)

7. Your favourite piece of clothing. together with white inner n black pants :)

8. Your all time current favourite song. Marie Digby of coz!yey!:D

9. Your favourite Tv shows (currently). Rachael Ray TV Shows plss!:D

10. The first name of your significant other/crush. Michel Owen enof said:)

11. The town U live in. Cheras KL.

12. Your first job. Travel Agent Assistant

13. Your dream job. a Mother :)

14. A bad habit u have.crying all night loong..too many reasons why;'(

15. Your worse fear.alone in this cruel life ;'(

16. One thing u'd like to do b4 u die.tie the knot n complete the 6th Rukun Islam:)

that's bout it...n i'll tag whoever want to do it...enjoy the photos then :)

wallahua'lam.

aachoo~

saya demam lagi hari ni.

:'(

red eye.

runny nose. siap asek meleleh.

da 2mlm terawikh macik2 yg solat seblah aku cam jeling2 kat aku tiap kali aku *srreeeeett*. ish. mintak maaaap. cannot resist la anti~

sweltering inside. rase mcm tiap kali letak tuala basah bercelup ais batu kat kepala dlm sekelip mata dia mnjadi panas mcm td aku p celup dgn air panas. uh uh~ :'(

jdnye...

demam ku ni...

dah menyebabkn aku bosan dgn blog template lame...aku rase mcm masuk bilik gelap tiap kali aku view blog aku..*mungkin dsebabkn demam ni..aku jd serabut..* tp utk mnjaga hati blog template tuh..aku save la salinan nye, jgn irau..*bhs iban cam dlm iklan mebenk* jdnye..aku nk basuh rumah jap...*mcm zamm ckp.basuh rumah* till i found another brilliant blog templates..

p/s to abang ; thanx for being so warmth for me ths lately..je t'aime mon cher..forever will..ur tenderness keep me going on..:')

wallahua'lam.

mode : influenza

"lailahailallah wallahuakbar. lailahaillahhu wahdahu la syarikalah. lailahaillah lahulmulk walahul hamdu. lailahaillah. lahau lawala quwata'illa billah."

whoever fell sick or suffer illnesses..shud u practice the above selawat..recite'em repeatedly as in the sec u breath, the nex sec u recite..insyaAllah, akan ade mukjizatnye..semakin kite ingat pada Allah s.w.t..semakin kite dekat dgnNya..sesungguhnya Allah swt itu Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..aminnn..

alhamdulillah..this very morning after suboh prayer, i finally managed to finish juzu'4 n start juzu' 5..yesterday, i was mourning..since i hardly to read AlQuran as i affected an influenza..red eye, runny nose, sore throat, sweltering inside..*what can be more bad? astaghfirullah..* so i tot i wont b able to keep my aim for this ramadhan..1 juzu' 1 hari.. (kalau ikutkan, mmg agak mustahil memandgkn ppuan ni ade cycle of menstruation kan?? :))  alhamdulillah..as the saying goes..where ther's a will, ther's a way.determination drives me to keep my object. ku dapat juge abeskan juzu' 4 yg sepatutnye abes semalam..walaupon terkedek2..

so yesterday my father asked me to call HR.. regardg of my job posting..

so i called..

03-2331**** ( no adelah dirahsiakan..oh i'm gonna b a dead meat if i xpose'em)

engaged.

so the second attempt.

truuut truuut. ( so they dialing...)

not picked up. (sabar..sabar..pose..)

so i made the 3rd attempt.

truut truuut. (they do sounds like farting..kan? :D haha)

so they are not picking up the phone.

so that's it. dalam islam pon ade cakap..attempt tu ade 3 kali..bagi salam 3 kali kalau tuan rumah ta jawab, fhm2lah kena berambs..lafaz talak pon ade 3kali..smpai kali ke3, ta bleh ruju' da..eak? ape yg ku cube kaitkan dgn situasi di atas??what tha..so the nx action is, i text my ayah..saying that they r not picking up the phone..my ayah as usual..not replyg the text..huhu

jdnye bagi kwn2 yang dok tanye.."peos, kau da bekerja bulum??" situasi diatas adalh jwpnnye ye..

" jadikanlah sabar dan shalat sebagai penolong mu. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk". (QS.Al-Baqarah : 45)

wallahua'lam.